Main sumanjeet hoon. Ek married aurat. Is samay meri umar 42 saal ki hai. Yeh meri zindagi ki hakikat hai aur mere pyar ki bhi. Isme bohut jyada romance aur sex hai. Umeed hai apko padhke acha lagega.

Mere daddy ki death ho chuki thi aur meri shadi arrange marriage hui thi. Mere husband umar mein mujhse koi 12 saal bade the. Maine zindagi mein kabhi sex nahi kiya tha. Honeymoon bhi mera 2 din mein complete hua tha. Main Punjab mein shadi hoke ayi thi. Maike Haryana mein hain.

Sex mere liye ek darawna sapna tha. Mere bhai ki ek road accident mein death ho chuki thi. Sasural mein meri nanad ka behavior bohut ganda tha. Bohut kasht deti this mere ko. Aur fir ek din pure pariwar ko dhokha de ke bhag gayi.

Meri life mein ummed ki kiran banke Suman aya. Jo mujhse panch saal chota tha aur aksar hamare ghar ata tha. Mujhe woh bhabhiji kehta tha. Par main to usme apna bhai talashti thi. Usne bhi is cheez ko samjha aur rakhi ke din mujhe apni behan swikar kiya.

Mujhe manno zamane bharki khushiyaan mil gayi thi. Dheere dheere woh bada hota gaya mere pass badi beti aur beta ho gaye the. Par mujhe apne pati ke sath dekh kar aksar log mujhe unki beti samjte the. Bache abhi bohut chote the.

Suman army mein bharti ho gaya. Main bada roi kyuki woh mujhe bata kar bhi nahi gaya tha. 2004 ki batt hai fir usne mujhe landline par phone kiya mano meri jaan mein jaan aa gayi. Bhai behan ki baatoon ka silsila phone pe hafte mein 2 teen din chalta.

Usse baat karney ke liye na chahte hue bhi apne pati ke sath soti. Tab woh mujhe STD par leja kar Suman se bat karwate the. Fir woh adhi training ke bad ghar aya. Uska ghar hamare ghar se kuch hi dur tha. Apne pati ko bolke kai bar use ghar bulati khana khilati.

Aur kai bar rat ko bhi apne hi room mein sula bhi leti. Chote bhai ki kami mehsoos nahi hoti thi. Fir pata chala uski girl friend hai. Usse battcheet hui woh bhi mujhe didi aur mere husband ko bhaiji kehti. Laga ke mere bhai ki jindagi puri hone ja rahi thi. Fir woh chutti katkar dubara training par chala gaya.

Hamari baton ka silsila chalta that. Isi dauran market mein Nokia ka 1100 phone aya jo Suman ne kharid liya. Ab woh hamare ghar par hi landline par phone kar leta tha. Mujhe bas miss call deni padti thi. Issi dauran woh mere itna najdik ho gaya.

Apni zindagi ki ek ek bat mujhe bhagwan jankar batai aur age bhi batane laga. Yahi halat meri thi kha piya saans lena past presant ek dure se share hota tha. Itni adat ho gayi ke bina baat kiya jee nahi sakte the. Fir woh kai bar chutti par aya aur gaya. Hamara rishta ese hi chalta raha.

Fir 2006 mein road accident mein uska fracture hua aur uski girlfriend kissi aur ke sath set ho gayi. Woh itna preshaan rahne laga ke aksar suicide ki baat karta. Main use bada samjhati. Aksar uske ghar jati. Hamara ek dusre ke ghar jana aam tha. Kyuki sab hamare rishte ke bare mein jante the.

Woh karib 6 months tak bistar par raha aur bohut pareshaan. Ek din usne mujhe bulaya aur apni jaan ki kasam dekar kaha ke, “Agar mujhe zinda dekhna chahti ho, to please meri ek baat manogi? Agar nahi bhi manogi to kissise jikar nahi karogi aur gussa bhi nahi hougi.”

Maine uski halat dekhkar kar haan kardi. To woh bola ke, “Di aap please meri girlfriend ban jao. Mujhe duniya se yaakin uth chuka hai nahi to main zinda nahi bachunga.” Ye sun kar main stabd reh gayi, maano kato to khoon nahi. Achanak usne mujhe pakadkar kab meri kiss le li mujhe pata hi nahi chala.

Aur bade pyar aur respect se kha ke aap mujhe soch ke batana. Main ghar aakar iske bare mein sochti rahi. Kab rat hui kab din chada mujhe pata nahi chala. Bohut sochne ke bad maine usse haan kardi ke agar ye bach jaye to main bhi zindagi jee loongi.

Iske bad ab meri zindagi puri taraha badalne wali thi ye hum donno ko nahi pata tha. Next day jab dopahar mein main usse milne gayi to main kuch samajh nahi par rahi thi. Par Suman itna excited tha ke usne mujhe apni bahoon mein liya kab mere hoton par kiss kari mujhe much pata nahi chala.

Ek been behoshi wali halat main mujhe tab pata chala jab meri salwar ka nada khul gaya. Main boli, “Suman yeh thik nahi hai.” Woh bola, “Please didi ek bar.” Usne mujhe bed par khada karke meri fuddi pe apna mota lund tika diya.

Iska ehsas tab hua jab woh bohut jor lagane par bhi bheetar nahi ja raha tha. Meri ankhon mein anssoo aa gaye aur maine uski request kari aur kaha ke maa angan mein hai. Par usne ek hath se meri phudi ke lips ko side kiya aur ek dhaka mara.

Meri chut ki charrr ki awaj mujhe mehsoos hui aur ankhe bhara aa gayi. Saans jaise ruk hi gayi. Fir ussne ek aur dhakka diya. Aisa mehsoos hua jaise meri phuddi ki dewarreen charoon taraf se fold hokar uske lund ke sath andar dhas rahi hoon.

Fir mujhe kuch garam garam meri janghoon mein mehsoos hua jo main samajh nahi payi ki kya tha. Achanak usne apni speed badhai. Kareeb das minute ke bad bohut hi garam garam mujhe apni bachedaani mein mehssos hua. Jab usne apna loda bahar nikala to jaise phudi ka maans sath chipak ke bahar aane ko ho raha tha.

Main salwar utha ke bandhne lagi to bed par baithe hue Suman ke lund par meri nigah gayi. Khoon se sana hua meri kalai se bhi mota lauda dekhkar main ghabra gayi aur sochne lagi ke ye mere andar se nikla hai. Tange aissi ho rahi thi mano kissi be beech mein se cheer diya ho.

Kaamp rahi thi kissi tarah ghar ayi aur pain killer le kar let gayi. Sochne lagi ke rishte ki maryada kya reh gayi kitna bada paap hua hai. Shaam tak aise hi padi rahi. Sham ko Suman ka phone aya, “Di aap kya kar rahi hO?” Mere mooh se awaj nahi nikli par usko meri siskiyaan sun gayi thi.

Woh turaant mere ghar aya. Aur main pariwar walo se kinara kar use apni seddioon ki bani hui room mein le gayi. Aur usne mera matha chooma aur kaha ke, “Tum meri sab kuch ho, bhabhi, maa, behan, biwi, bhagwan sab.” Aur main bhi manti thi use.

Uske pyar se samjhane ke bad ke sharir ka kya hai. Mujhe bhi lagne laga agar mere bhai ke kaam mera sharir aa raha hai to kya galat hai. Main thoda sadme se bahar ayi. Aur dopahar se lekar jo uska sperm mere andar that woh ab nikla aur seediyaan bhi geeli ho gayi.

Hum apas mein lipat gaye jab uske hont mere mote bottom ka swad lene lage pata nahi challa. Fir lagbhag ek hafta woh mujhe samjhata raha aur mere man se geelaani ki bhawna khatam ho gayi. Ab hum aksar mere ghar ki sedidion par baitha karte.

Sham se andhera ho jata aur Suman apna lund mujhse chuswata. Woh mere mooh mein bhi nahi ja pata tha. Dheere dheere wahi par pyar hota aur meri fuddi har bar ke relation ke badd badi ki tarah ho jati. Do teen din bad theek hoti to fir dubara wahin pahunch jati.

Is dauran Suman ki umar 24 saal aur mein 29 ki thi. Par mere ko kabhi orgasm nahi hua tha. Suman kehta tha ki woh mujhe aurat hone ka ehsaas dila kar rahega. Par main uski khushi ke liye hamesha use apne mein sama leti.

Ab woh mujhe di ki jagah apas mein mera nam lekar hi bulata. Aur mere dil mein usse bacha paida karne ki khawahish paida hone lagi. Aur iske liya main apni beti ko chhodne tak ko taiyaar ho gayi thi. Par ussne mujhe aisa karne nahi diya.

Laghbhag 3 mahine uske theek hone tak hamare relation chale aur main Mala D lekar uska sath nibhati rahi. Fir woh duty ke liye chala gaya aur hamari batein phone par hoti rahi.

Doston yeh shuruaat hai. Iske aage jo meri aur Suman ki zindagi mein hua woh kalpna bhi nahi koi kar sakta. Aap mujhe reply kijiye taki main apni zindagi puri tarah bayan kar paoon. Thanks