Mera naam neelam hai. Mai 25 saal ki khubsurat larki hoon. Bari – bari chhatiyan aur patli kamar kisi ko bhi pagal kar dene ke liye kafi hain. Main ne MBBS kiya hai. Meri posting Assam ke ek chhote se kasbe ke Govt. Hospital me hui hai. Mai pichhle saal bahar se yahan ke orthopedic ward men kaam kar rahi hoon. Suru se hi mujhpe marne waalon ki koi kami nahin rahi hai. College ke dino me bhi mere pichhe kafi larke pare the. Yahan hospital ke kai doctor bhi mujhpe marte hain. Magar meri choice kuchh alag kism ki hai. Main un parindon par apna ras nyochhawar karne me viswas nahin karti jinka kaam hi foolon ka ras pee kar urjana hota hai.. Meri pasand ka aajtak koi bhi larka nahin mila. Pata nahin kyon mujhe koi bhi pasand hi nahin ata. Mere ghar wale bhi mujhse paresaan the. Kai larkon ki tasweeren bhi bhej chuke the. Magar maine na kar diya tha. Ekbar ek doctor ne andheri jagah par mujhe pakar kar jabardasti karne laga meri chaatiyon ko kas kar masalne laga. Mai use dhakka maar kar uski giraft se nikal gayi uske baad to uski who thukai ki ki meri taraf dekhna bhi chhor diya. Magar itni magroor larki aakhir kisike prem me par gayi. Aur uspar apna sab kuchh nyochhawar kar diya. Hua yoon ki ek din mai round par nikli thi. Shaam ke 6 o’clock ho rahe the mere saath ek nurse bhi thi. Ek-ek patient ke paas ja kar hum checkup kar rahe the. Ek bara haal tha kone ki taraf halka andhera tha check karte karte mai jab kone ki taraf barhi to achanak kisi kaam se nurse wapas laut gai. Mai akeli hi thi akhri patient tha. Uske pair men dislocation tha. Mai uske paas pahunch kaar muayna karne lagi. Chart dekhte hue maine uski taraf dekha. Who 30-32 saal ka tandurust naujawan tha. Who bistar par peeth ke bal leta hua tha. Chadar ko seene tak orh rakha tha. Uski report dekhte dekhte meri najar uske kamar par padi. Uski kamar ke paas chadar tent ki tarah utha hua tha. Aur uske hath apne ling par chal rahe the. Mai kuchh pal tak ektak uske ling ke impression ko dekhti rahi. Who meri or dikhta hua apne ling par hath chala raha tha. Mai ek dum ghabra gai.aur bhagti hui kamare se nikal gayi. Mera badan paseene se bheeg gaya tha. Mai wohi paas ke quarters me rahati thi. Seedhe ghar jaakar thande paani se nahaya. Pata nahi kyon man me ek gudgudi si hone lagi thi. Bar bar man wohin par khinch kar lejata. Kisitarah maine apne jajbaton par ankush lagaya. Lekin jaise jaise raat barhti gayi mera apne upar se control hatta gaya. Aakhir mai tadap kar wapas hospital ki or barh chali. Us samay raat ke 10.30 ho rahe the chahal pahal kafi kum ho gay tha mai staff ki nazron se bachti hui orthopedic ward me ghusi. Jyadatar patient so gaye the. Mai idhar udhar dekhti hui akhri bed par pahunchi aur medical card dekhne lagi. Naam likha tha suraj. Maine uski taraf dekha. Who wapas usi condition me tha. Ling khara tha aur who uspar apna hath chala raha tha. Mai dheere dheere sarakti hui uske paas pahunchi. Achanak chadar ke neeche se uska ek hath nikla aur meri kalai ko sakhti se pakad liya. Maine hath chudane ki koshi sh ki magar uska haath to lohe ki tarah meri kalai ko jakada hua tha. Maine aas paas najar daala sab ya to so rahe the ya sone ki koshish kar rahe the. Kisi ko bhi khabar nahin thi ki kamre ke ek kone me kya jor mashakkat ho rahi thi. Usne mere haath ko chadar ke andar khinch liya. Mera hath uske tane hue ling se takraya. Pure sharer me ek sihran si daur gai. Who jabardasti mere hath ko apne ling par rakh diya. Maine hichakte hue uske land ko apni mutthi me le liya. Ab who mere hath ko upar neeche chalane laga. Mujhe lag raha tha mano maine apni mutthi me koi garam loha pakad rakha ho. Uska ling kafi mota tha. Lambai me kam se kam 10″ hoga. Mai uske ling par hath chalane lagi. Usne dheere dheere mere hath ko chhod diya. Magar mai usi tarah uske ling ko mutthi me sakhti se pakad kar upar neeche hath chala rahi thi. Kuchh der baad uska shareer tan gaya aur mere hathon par dher sara chipchipa veerya udhel diya. Maine uska lund chod diya. Chadar se apna haath baahar nikala. Pura hath gadhe safed rang ke veerya se sana hua tha. Usne mera hath pakad kar apni chadar se ponchh diya. Mai hath chhuda kar bhaag gayi. Ghar pahunch kar hee sans lee. Mere janghon ke beech panty bheeg gayi thi. Maine apne hath ko naak ke paas le ja kar sungha. Uski gandh abhi tak haathon me basi hui thi. Maine ek ungli apne jeebh se chhuaya. Uske veerya ka taste achchha laga. Fir to sari ungliyan hi chaat gayi. Raat bhar mai karwaten badalti rahi. Jab bhi jhapki ayi uska chehra saamne ajata tha. Sapno men who mere tan ko masalta raha. Raat bhar bina kuchh kiye hi mai kai baar geeli hogayi. Pata nahin usme aisa kya tha jo mera man bekaabu ho gaya. Jise jeetne ke liye achchhe log apna sab kuchh daon par lagane ko taiyaar the who khud aaj paagal ho gayi thi. Jaise taise subah hui. Meri aankhen neend se aur khumari se bhari ho rahi thi. Mai taiyaar ho kar hospital gayi. Round par nikali to mai uske bed tak nahin jaa payi. Maine staff ko bula kar uske bare me poochha to pata laga ki who gareeb insaan hai. Aur shayad uske ghar me koi nahin hai kyon ki usse milne kabhi koi nahin ata. Maine usko deluxe ward me shift karne ke order diye. Ward ka kharcha apni jeb se bhar diya. Saab ke samne uske paas jaane me mujhe hichak ho rahi thi. Mai atbiyat kharab hone ka bahana kar ke ghar chali gayi. Sham ko hospital jaa kar pata laoga ki use deluxe ward me shift kar diya hai. Mai logon ki najar bacha kar shaam ath baje ke aas paas uske ward me pahunchi. Wahan maujood nurse ko maine bahar bhej diya, ” Tum khana kha kar aao tab tak mai yaheen hoon.” Who khushi khushi chali gayi. Mujhe dekh kar Suraj muskura diya. Mai bhi muskurate huye uske paas pahunchi. “kaise ho” maine poochha. “tumhen dekh liya bus tabiyat achchhi ho gayi.” Mera chehra sharm se lal ho gaya. Usne mera hath pakad kar apni or khincha mai jaan boojh kar uske seene se lag gayi. Usne mere honthon ko apne honthon se chhuliya. Mera poora badan thar thara raha tha. Maine bhi apne honth uske honth se sata diye auer uske honthon ko apne honthon me daba kar choosne lagi. Uske hath meri chhatiyon par aagae. Aisa laga jaise inhin haathon ka mujhe ab tak intezar tha. Naine uske hathon par apne hath rakh kar apni chhatiyon ko daba diya. Who meri chhatiyon ko dabane laga. Mere hath chadar ke undar uske pant ke jip se uljhe hue the. Maine jip khol kar hath ko andar dal diya. Uska ling mere hath ki chuan se funfkaar utha.
Mai use bahar nikal kar sehlane lagi fir hathon se sehla sehla kar uska nikaal diya. Mere hath fir geele ho gaye. Who meri chhatiyon se khel raha tha. Mai hath bahar nikal kar uske samne hi apni jeebh se chatne lagi. Haath me lage uske saare veerya ko apni jeebh se chat kar saaf kar diya. Adha ghanta ho chuka tha. Maine jaldi se apne kapde sahi kiye.
Nurse ke aate hi mai wahan se ghar bhag ayee. Agle din nurse ko khane par bhej kar maine kundi band kar lee. Jaise hi mai Suraj ke paas aayi usne mere chehre ko choom choom kar laal kar diya. Mai uska ling nikal chuki thi. Is baar usne mere sir ko pakad kar apne ling par jhuka diya. Mai ne shararat se honth bheench liye. Who ling ko meri honthon par ragarne laga. Honth uske veerya se geele hogaye. Maine apne honth khol kar uska ling apne munh me le liya. Pahle dheere dheere aur baad me jor jor se choosne lagi. Kafi der tak much maithun kar ke who mere sir ko pakad kar apne lund par daba diya. Uska lund mere munh se hota hua mere gale ke andar pravesh kar gaya. Uska ling phoolne laga tha. Mai saans lene ke liye chhatpata rahi thi. Tabhi aisa laga jaise oske ling se garam garam lava nikal kar mere gale se hota hua mere pet me pravesh kar raha hai. Maine sir ko thoda bahar ki or khincha. Poora muhn uske veerya se bhar gaya tha. Honthon ke kono se veerya bahar choo raha tha. Maine pyaar se uski or dekhte hue saara veerya andar gatak liya. Kafi time ho chukka tha. Mai daur kar bathroom me jaakar apna munh dhoi. Baal & aur kapde sahi kar ke lauti. “Mujhe to lagta hai tum maar hi doge” kahakar mai us se lipat kar uske honthon ko choom li. Thodi der me nurse a gai thi. Isi tarah roj jab bhi mauka milta mai logon ki nazaron se bach kar apne mahboob se milti rahi. Hum ek doosre ko choomte.,Sahlat e the. Who meri choonchiyon ko masalta tha, meri nipples se khlta tha. Mai roj much maithun se uska nikal deti thi. Uska veerya mujhe bahut achchha lagta tha. Us se jyada hum wahan kuchh kar nahin paate the. Pakde jaane aur badnaami ka dar tha. Hafte bhaer baad ek din mai wahan pahunchi to kamra khali paya. Poochhne par pata laga ki usko discharge kar diya gaya hai. Mai kamre me uske history sheet me sab jagah uska pata janne ki kosish ki magar kuchh pata nahin laga. Meri haalat bawriyon jaisi ho gayi thi jisse man lagaya wohi meri bewakoofi ke karan mujhse door ho gaya tha. Maine use har jagah dhoondha. Magar wo to aise gayab hua jaise Subah dhundh gayab ho jati hai. Maine jindagi me pahli baar kisi ladke ke liye roya. Meri saheli rachna jo mere sath quarter share karti thi, usne bhi kafi khodne ki koshish kiya magar maine kisi ko bhi kuchh nahin bataya. Maine jindagi me pahli baar kisi se pyar kiya tha. Who garib tha lekin usme kuch baat thi jo use sabse alag karti thi. Kuchh ho na ho mai to us se pyaar karne lagi thi.
Gharwaale pareshaan kar rahe the shaadi ke liye. Were parents azaad khayalon ke the isliye unhon ne kah diya tha ki mai jise chahe pasand karke shaadi kar loon. Kabhi kabhi mai shochti ki kya who bhi mujhe chahta hoga? Agar haan to fir who kabhi mujhse mila kyon nahin. Dhire dhire six months gujar gaye us mulakat ko. Fir achanak hi who mila to mujhe diya tale andhera waali baat yaad ayi. Ek din mai hospital ke liye nikli to achanak mujhe ek jana pahchanachehra hospital ke samne ke bageeche me kaam karta hua dikha. ” Suno maali.” Uske ghoomte hi mai dhak se rah gayee, “tuuum?” samne Suraj khada tha. Mera pyaar, mera chain. Mai ektak use dekh rahi thi. “madam” suraj ne mujhe sote se jagaya.” Mai yahaan maali ka kam karta hoon. Aap apne aap ko samhaliye nahinto koi bhi aadmi iska galat matlab nikal sakta hai. ” Mujhe apni galti kaa ahsaas hua. “Tum mujhe aaj shaam chhe baje mere ghar par milna. Bahut jaroori kaam hai.. Aoge na? Tumhe meri kasam.” kahkar mai apne aap ko samhaalti hui teji se hospital me chali gayi. Mujhe maaloom tha ki agar maine mur kar dekhliya to mai apni rulai nahi rok sakoongi. Hospital me man nahin laga to tabiyat kharab ka bahana bana kar mai bhag nikli. Aaj kisi kaam me man nahi lag raha tha. Shaam ko Suraj aane waala tha mujhse milne. Uski taiyaari bhi karni thi. Wapsi me mujhe Suraj nahin dikha. Mai Bazar jaa kar kuchh saman khareed layi. Saman me ek jheena Reshmi gown. Khane peene ka saman aur ek botal beer tha. Ek larki ke liye beer khareedna kitna mushkil kaam hai aaj mujhe pata laga tha. Baari mushkil se kisi ko paise dekar maine ek bottle beer mangaya. Aaj mai uski poori tarah se swagat karna chahti thi. Sham chaar baaje se hi mai apne mahbbob ke liye taiyaar hokar baith gayi. Haalka makeup karke perfume lagaya. Fir transparent bra aur panty ke upar naya reshmi gown pahan liya. Gulabi jheene gown ko pahanna aur nahi pahanna barabar tha. Bahar se ek ek royan dikh Raha tha. Bistar par saafed reshmi chaddar bichha diya. Room spray chaaron or spray kaar diya. Kuchh rajnigandha ke sticks ek flower verse me bed ke sirhane par raakh diya. Chhay baje tak to mai betaab ho uthi. Bar bar ghari ko dekhti hui chahal kadmi kar rahi thi. 6.10 par door bell baja. Mai daur kar darwaaje par gaayi. Peep hole se dkhkar hi darwaja kholna chahti thi. Kyonki koi aur hua to mujhe is roop me dekhkar pata nahin kya soche. Use dekh kar maine darwaja kholka use andar khinch liya. Darwaaza band karke mai usse buri tarah se lipat gayi. Kiss karke poora munh bhar diya. ” Kahan chale gaye the? Meri ek baar bhi yaad nahin ayi?” ” Mai yaheen tha magar mai jaan boojh kar hi aapse milna nahi chahta tha. Kahan aap aur kahan mai. Chaand aur siyaar ki jodi achchhi nahin lagti” maine uske munh par haath rakh diya. ” kahbardaar jo mujh se door jane ka bhi socha. Aagar jaana hi tha to aye kyun? Meri jindagi me hulchal paaida karke bhagne ki soch rahe the.” Maine kaha, ” Aur mujhe ye aap aap karna chhodo. Tumhaaare munh se tum aur tu achchha lagegaa.” « liken meri baat to suniye………” ” baith jao” kahkar maaine use dhakka dekar sofe par bitha diya. Maaine man hi man decide kar liya tha ki itna sab hone ke baad aab mai Suraj se koi sharam nahin karoongi aur nirlajj hokar apni baat manwa loongi. Mai uthi aur fridge se beer ki bottle nikaal kar uska cork khola. Ek kaanch ke glass me udhel kar uske paas aayi. Glass me ufanta hua jhaag mere jajbaaton ka udaharan pesh kar raha thaa. Mai us se sat kar baaith gayee aur glass ko uske honthon se laga diya. Usne meri or dekhte hue meri haathon se ek ghoont piya. Glass ko uske hathon me pakda kar maai khaadi hogayi. ” Tumhe mere yeh bahut achchhe lagte the na? ” maine apne breasts ki taraf ishara kiya. Uske honthon ke bilkul paas aakar poochha. ” khol kar nahin dekhna chahoge?” isse pahle ki who kuchh kahe maine khade hokar ek jhatke me apne gown ko shareer se alag kar diya. Wo ektak meri chatiyon ki or dekh raha tha. Mai uske paas aakar dono pairon ko phaila kar uski god me baith gai. Uske sir ko pakad kar aapni ek chaati par daba diya. “bra kholdo” maine uske kaano me phusphusate hue kaha. Magar use koi harkat karta nahin dekh kar maine khud hi bra ko sharer se alag kar diya. Aaj mai itni uttejit thi ki jaroorat padne se Suraj ko rape bhi karne ko taiyaar thi. ” Dekho ye kitne betaab hain tumhare honthon ke.” Kahkar maine uske honthon se apne nipple sata diye. Pahle woh thoda jhijhka fir dheere se uske honth khule aur mera ek nipple munh me pravesh kar gaya. Who apne jeebh se nipple ke tip ko gudgudane laga. ” aah haaan plsss. ” mai uske baalon me haath firate hue budbudane lagi. Uske doosre haath ko aapne doosre breast par raakh kar dabaane lagi. Kuchh der baad usne dusre nipple ko choosna shuru kar diya uske haath mere badae par ghoom rahe the. Sparsh itna halka thaa maano shaareer par koi rui fira raaha ho. Kuchh der bad usne munh utha te hue kaha, ” Madam aab bhi samhal jaiye ab bhi wakt hai. Ham me aaur aapme jameen asman ka firq hai.” Mai ek jhatke se uthi. Apne shareer se akhri vastra bhi noch daala. “Dekho is sharre ki ek jhalak pane ke liye kai log bechain rahte hain aur aaj mai khud tumhare samne besharm hokaar nangi khadi hoon aur tum mujh se door bhag rahe ho. maine uske haath pakad kar utha diya aur lagbhag kheenchte hue bedroom me le gai. Use bed ke paas kahda kaar ke mai uske kapdon par toot padi. Kuchh hi der me who bhi meri hi halaat me agaaya. Maaine use bistar par patak kar uspar chadh baithi. Uske sharer ke ek ek ang ko choomne chaatne lagi. Uske nipples ko daanton se halke se kat diya. Uske honthon se apne honth ragad te hue apna jeebh uske munh me de diya. Woh bhi meri jeebh ko choosne laga. Mere haath uske ling par fir rahe the. Maine ab apna dhyan uske ling par kar diya. Pahle uske ling ko chooma fir use munh me le kar choosne lagi. Ling ka size badh kar lamba aur mota ho gaya. Uska size dekh kar ek baar to mai sihar gayi thi ki ye danav to meri choot ko phad kar rakh dega. “baahut hi sshitaan hai ye. Isne mujhe aisa rog lagaya ki ab yeh mera nasha ban gaya hai.” Kafi der taak hum dono ek doosre ke badan se khelte rahe. Fir mai uski taraf dekh kar boli, ” Aaj mai apna kaomarya tumhen bhent kar rahi hoon. Isse mahngi koi cheej mere paas nahin hai. Please mujhe ladki se aaj aurat bana do.” Maine use chit litakar uska khada lund apne choot ke muhane paar rakh kar jor lagai magar anari hone ke karan evam meri choot ka size chhota hone ke karan ling andar naahin ja paaya. Maine fir apni kamar uthakar uske ling ko apne hathon se set kiya aur sharir ko jor se neeche kiya magar fir uska ling fisal gaya. Maine jhunjhla kar uski or dekha. “kaise aadmi ho tab se mai koshish kar rahi hoon aur tum chup chap pade hue ho. Kya ho gaya hai tumhe.” Aab akhir usne apni jhijhak ko khatm kar ke mujhe bistar par paatak diya. Meri tangon ko chaauda kaar ke meri chut ko choom liya. ” ye hua na mera sher! Masal do mujhe. Meri saari garmi nikaal do” kafi der tak meri geeli choot par jeebh firane ke baad who utha. Mai to uske jeebh se hi ek baar jhad gayi. Usne meri taangon ko utha kar apne kandhe par rakha aur apne lingko meri tapakti choot paar rakh kar ek jor daar dhakka mara. ” aaaaaaaaaah uuuuuuuuiiiiiiii maaaaaaaa” uska ling rasta banata hua age badhkar mere kaumarya ki jhilli par ja ruka. Aab usne ek aur jor daar dhakka mara to poora lund mere andar phadta hua sama gaya. “ooooooof maaar hii daloge kyaaaa? Uuuuuiiiiiiiii maaaa margayi” mai buri tarah tadapne lagi. Wwoh lund ko poora aandar daal kar kuchh der rukaa. Dheere dheere mera dard gayab ho gaya. Usne lund ko thoda bahar nikal kar wapas andar daal diya. Phir to usne khoob jor jor se dhakke lagae. Mai bhi poori jor se neeche se uska saath de rahi thi. Andar bahar andar bahar jabardast dhakke lag rahe the. 45 min ke baad woh mere andar dher sara virya udhel diya. Mai to tab taak teen baar nikaal chuki thi. Who thaak kar mere sharer par let gaya. Mai to uski mardangi ki kayal ho chuki thi. Who bagal me let gaya mai use halat me uske seene ke oopar apna sir rakh kar uske seene ke baalon se khelne lagi.who mere baalon se khel raha tha. ” Thank u” maine kaha “mai aaj bahut khush hoon. Mujhe chodnewala ek jabardast ling hai. Jiske dhakke khakar to meri haalat patli ho gayi. Magar khush mat hona aaj sari raat tumhari barabari karoongi.” Woh muskura raha tha. Maine uski ankon me jhankte hue poochha, ” aab bolo mujh se pyar karte ho? Dekho yeh chadar hum dono ke Milan ki gawah hai.” Maine chadar par lage khoon ke dhabbon ki or ishara kiya. Usne sir hilaya. “Mujhse shaadi karoge? Dhaat maai bhi kaisi pagli hoon aaj tak maine to tumse poochha bhi nahin ki tum shadishuda ho ki nahin aur apna sab kuchh tumhe de diya.” ” agar mai kahoon ki mai shaadishuda hoon to ?” Usne apne honthon par ek kutil muskaan late hue poochha. ” To kya meri kismat. Ab to tum hi mere sab kuchh ho. Chahe jis roop me mujhe sweekar karo” meri aankhen nam ho gayee. ” Jab sab soch hi liya to fir tum jab chaahe pheron ka bandobast kar lo. Mai apne ghar bhi khabar kar deta hoon.” Usne kaha. ” Yesssss!” maine apne dono haath hawa me unche kar diye fir uspar bhuki sherni ki tarah toot pari.. is baar who bhi muje apne oopar khinch liya. Ek aur marathon round chala. Is baar mai uspar chadh kar uske ling par chadhai kar rahi thi. Aab sharam kis liye ye to aab mera hone wala shohar tha. Kafi der tak karne ke baad usne mujhe chaupaya bana kar peeche se apna ling daal kar dhakke maarne laga. Meri nazar sirhane ki taraf dressing table par lage mirror par gaya. Badi shandar jodi lag rahi thi. Who peechhe se dhakke laga raha tha aur mere bade bade uroz age peechhe uchhal rahe the. Mai position change kar ke mirror ke samanantar agai. Uska mota kala ling meri choot me jata hua kafi exciting lag raha tha. Mai ek ke baad ek kai baar lagatar apna paani chhod di. Uske baad bhi who kafi der tak karta raha. Fir usne dher sara veerya meri yoni me daal diya. Uska veerya meri yoni se ufan kar bistar par gir raha tha. Who thak kar mere upar gir pada. Hum dono paseene se lathpath ho rahe the. Kuchh der tak ek doosre ko choomte hue lete rahe. ” tum khush to ho na?” maine usse poochha. ” tumsa saathi pa kar kaun nahi khush hoga.” Suraj ne kaha, “har bachcha pari ke sapne dekhta hai magar mujh ko to sakchhat pari mil gayee” . Fir hum dono saath saath nahaye. Taiyaar hokar mai khana banakar use apne haathon se khilayi. Aur usne mujhe khilaya. Fir wapas hum bedroom me agaye. Raat bhar round par round chalet rahe. Subah tak mera to usne bura haal kar diya tha aisa lag raha tha mano mujhe mathni me daal kar math diya ho. Choot ka haal to bahut hi bura tha. Pahle hi Milan me itni ghisai to uske himmat todne ke liye kafi thi. Laal hokar fool gayi thi. Fode ki tarah dukh raha tha. Subah tak to mujhme uthkar khade hone ki taqat bhi nahin bachi thi. Subah 6.0 o’clock ko who utha aur taiyaar hokar nikal gaya. Jaane se pahle mujhe honthon par ek chumban dekar uthaya. “mat jao ab mujhe chhodkar” maine us se vinti ki. ” pagal ladki hai” usne kaha, “pahle shaadi ho jaane di fir baandh lena mujhe.” ” Sahara dekar utha to sakte ho.” Usne mujhe sahara dekar uthaya. Uske jaane ke baad mai sofe par dher ho gayi. Subah mujh se milne meri ek matr saheli Rachna ayi. “Kya hua meri banno?” maine apna haal sunaya to who bhi khush hui. Maheene bhar baad hum dono ne ek saade smaroh me mandir me jakar shaadi karliya. Mere gharwaalon ne samjhane ki koshish ki magar mera nishchaya dekh kar shant ho gaye. Maine transfer ke liye apply kiya jo ki jaldi hi agaya. Naye jagah join karne ke baad maine shadi ka announcement kiya. Tabtak mai already 3 months pregnant thi. Rachna ne bhi mere saath hi same jagah transfer ke liye apply kiya jo ki manjoor hogaya. Suraj ne ek chhoti moti si nursery khol li. meri shaadi ke baad mera transfer doosre jagah ho gaya tha. Mare saath meri pyaari saheli Rachna ka bhi transfer usi jagah ho gaya tha jo ki humaare liye bahut hi khushi ki baat thi. Sooraj ne naye jagah par ek nursery khol li. Jo ki uski mahnat se achchha chal baitha. Meri pehli pregnancy jo ki shadi se pahle hi ho gayi thi miscarriage ho gaya tha. Hum dono bachchon ke mamle me koi bhi jaldi baaji nahin karna chahte the. Isliye humne kaafi suraksha ke saath hi sambhog kiya. Rachna ki shaadi waheen paas ke ek forrest officer Arun se ho gayi. Rachna U.P. se belong karti thi. Arun bahut hi hansmukh aur rangeen mijaj aadmi tha. Uski posting hamare hospital se 80 kms door ek jungle me thi. Shuru shuru me to har doosre din bhag ata tha. Kuchh dinon baad hafte me do din ke liye ane laga. Hum chaaron apas me kaafi khule huye the. Aksar apas me rangeele jokes aur dwiarthi samvad karte rahte the. Uski najar shuru se hi mujh par thi. Magar na to maine use kabhi lift diya na hi use jyada age badhne ka mauka mila. Holi ke samay jaroor mauka dekh kar rang lagane ke bahane mujhse lipat gaya tha aur mere kurte me hath daal kar meri chhatiyon ko kas kar masal diya tha. Uski is harkat par kisi ki najar nahin padi thi isliye maine bhi chup rahna behtar samjha. Warna bewajah hum saheliyon me darar pad jaati. Mai usese jaroor ab kuchh katrane lagi thi. Magar wo mere nikat ta ke liye mauka khojta rahta tha. Rachna ko shaadi ke saal bhar baad hi maike jaana pad gaya kyonki who pregnant thi. Ab Arun kam hi ata tha. Akar bhi usi din hi wapas laut jata tha. Achanak ek din dopahar ko pahunch gaya. Saath me ek aur uska saathi tha jiska naam usne mukul bataya. Unka koi aadmi pedh se gir pada tha. Backbone me injury thi. Rasta kharab tha isliye use lekar nahin aaye. Mujhe saath le jane ke liye aye the. Maine jhatpat hospital me inform kiya aur Sooraj ko bata kar apna saman le kar nikal gayi. Nikalte nikalte do baj gaye the. 80 kms ka fasla cover karte karte hume dhai ghante lag gaye. Hu teeno sumo me age ki seat par baithe the. Dono ke beech me mai fansi hui thi. Rasta bahut ubar khabar tha. Hichkole lag rahe the. Hum ek doosre se bhid rahe the. Mauka dekh kar Arun beech beech me mere ek stan ko kohni se daab deta. Kabhi janghon par haath rakh deta tha. Mujhe tab laga ki maine samne baith kar galti ki thi. Hum shaam tak wahan pahunch gaye. Mareej ko checkup karne me shaam ke six o’clock ho gaye. Yahan sham kuchh jaldi ho jati hai. November ka maheena tha mausam bahut romantic tha. Magar dheere dheere badal ghirne lage the mai jaldi apna kaam nipta kar raat tak ghar laut jana chahti thi. “itni jaldi kya hai? Aaj raat yahin ruk jao mere jhopde me.” Arun ne kaha magar mere tarer kar dekhne par who chup ho gaya. “chalo mujhe chod aao.”maine kaha. “chal re Mukul, madamme ko ghar chhod ayen.” Hum waps sumo me waise hi baith gaye aur return jeorney shuru ho gaya. Mai peechhe baithne lagi thi ki Arun ne rok diya. “kahan peechhe baith rahi ho. Samne a jao. Baten karte huye rasta gujar jayega.” “lekin tum apni harkaton par kaboo rakhoge warna mai Rachna se bol doongi.” Mine use chetaya. “Are us Hitler ko mat batana nahin to who meri achchhi khasi ragging le legi.” Mai uski baat sun kar hansne lagi. Aur mai uski chikni chupdi baton se phans gayee.Achanak moosladhaar bearish shuru ho gayi. Junle ke andhere rashton me aisi barsaat me gadi chalana bhi ek mushkil kaam tha. Achcnak gadi jungle ke beech me jhatke khakar ruk gayee. Arun torch lekar neeche utra. Gadi check kiya magar koi kharabi pakad me nahin ayee. Kuchh der baad wapas a gaya.who poori trah bheeg chukka tha. “kuchh nahin ho sakta.” Usne kaha”chalo neeche utar kar dhakka lagao. Ho sakta hai ki chal jaye.” “magar….barsaat…”mai bahar dekh kar kuchh hichkichai. “nahin to jab tak barsaat na ruke tab tak intezar karo”usne kaha”ab is barsaat ka bhi kya bharosa. Ho sakta hai saari raat barasta rahe. Isiliye tumhhen raat ko waheen rukne ko kaha tha.” Mai neeche utar gayee. Barsaat ki parwah na kar mai aur Mukul dono kafi der tak dhakke marte rahe magar gadi nahin chali. Raat ke aath baj rahe the. Mai poori tarah geeli ho gayee thi. Mai peechhe ki seat par baith gayi. Arun andar ki light on ki. Maine ruansee nazaron se Arun ki taraf dekha. Arun back mirror se mere badan ka avlokan kar raha tha. Chhatiyon se sari srak gayi thi. Safed blouse aur bra barsaat me bheeg kar pardarshi ho gayee thi. Nipple saaf saaf najar aarahe the. Maine jaldi se apni chhatiyon ko sari se chhipa liya. Usne bhi light band kar dee. Raat andhere men do gair mardon ka sath dil ko dubane ke liye kafi tha. Kuchh der baad barsaat band ho gayi magar thandi hawa chalne lagi. Bahar kabhi kabhi janwaron ke awaj sunai de rahi thi.Arun aur Mukul gadi se nikal gaye. Unhon ne apne apne wastra utar liye aur nichod kar sokhne rakh diye. Mai thand se kaanp rahi thi. Sharam ki wajah se geele kapde bhi utar nahin paa rahi thi. Arun mere pass aya “dekho neelam ghup andhera hai. Tum apne geele vastra utar do.” Arun ne kaha.”warna thand lag jayegi.”